I will come out and admit that...

OK, no opinions? What do I do, leave it be, kill myself (lol, of course I didn't mean for real, haha), feel ashamed, seek ways to improve and do you have these traits and lack of knowledge too, cheers.

Put the pipe down.

they are causes created by cultural marxists who want to create as much tension and hate as posible and then later take advantage of it.

You're an adult, you can approach conversation and education in any way you see fit. There's no rule book, social experience will tell you whether you should learn about these things or not based on how much you enjoy certain topic and the kind of people you wish to continuously converse with. And asking questions always goes a long way when you're interested but lacking some basic points.

However, I find it's best going into any conversation, to start from a place of knowledge and empathy rather than purposeful ignorance, whether you choose to apply that knowledge to the conversation at hand or not. That way, no one will have to take up the task over and over again of explaining something to you, when that info is readily available at your fingertips, and essentially do more work than conversing. It's kind of a courtesy, to both yourself and the person you're speaking with. That would be the only time you'd be classed as a "villain" - if you're entering into a discussion about a topic you have no understanding of and, rather than chatting like everyone else there, are intruding. Like I said earlier, asking questions is fine, but if you're halting conversation because you can't keep up, that's kinda unfair to those who're having a good time chatting about stuff they enjoy chatting about.

Besides, learning is fun. I can get lost in looking up the etymology of words.

The term "feminism" has been badly misinterpreted for decades. In fact, I'm angry at how badly it's been twisted in the past 50 years, to be fair. I wrote about it on Quora, when someone asked a question about whether feminism was destroying modern society or not. My answer covered the idea that the original goal of feminism was to push for women being treated equally in society, and not to be seen as the property of their husbands or other men. They wanted to have the freedom to work the jobs they wanted, to keep their jobs even when married, and to have control over whether they had children or not. In fact, the earliest feminists were pro-life if you can believe that.

The problem was, the movement was hijacked in the 60s and 70s by vengeful misandrists that wanted far more than what feminism originally stood for: power over others and to get revenge on all the men who wronged them. That's when the feminist movement turned toxic, and the loudest elements of that part of feminism still stink up modern society today.

One way you can tell a genuine feminist is to look at their actions, vs. what they say out loud. If those two things don't match up, such as a woman claiming to have worked her way up the ladder in her career through her own hard work, but then you find out she slept her way to the top and used men to get up there, she isn't a true feminist. She's a disgusting hypocrite, who bashes men out of one side of her mouth and then whines about why nobody will sleep with her out of the other.