That's me!
I watched a dozen parodies, then got curious. I put it off because it's 1 1/2 hours, but I just saw Downfall at 2 AM. I said :"okay, I'm only wasting a couple of hours, WTF." It is now 2 PM and I just finished (I hope) reading sites about the bunker and the battle of Berlin.
It was cool when in the wikipedia map, I saw "Stiener's forces" in the northwest!
It was weird to see some Nazis as compassionate humans, like the professor. But that's how people are: contradictory. It is so easy to tag someone with a descriptor like ("evil") and then forget that the person is a person and not just the descriptor.
The movie gave me great insight into these people.
I'm going to read Trudy's book, too. It's probably cheap used on Amazon. I think she should NOT have felt guilty like she says in the end, because she really DIDN'T know what was going on.
I also just spent a lot of time reading about Russian solders raping German women because I think it's sexy. (Google me; you'll see I'm serious).
My own rape in 2001 transformed my life forever. It was like a religious experience because I had been afraid of boys and sex my whole life. REAL shy. Pathologically so. But it forced me to acknowledge to myself what I feel because I LIKED it. (It may have helped to know that no way that particular guy was going to kill me).
BTW, rape is by FAR the most common female masturbation fantasy (per research you can look up), and 40% of raped women had orgasms (I read that in a serious academic paper). You should see how the feminists bend over backwards to explain THAT away!
I figure another 40% almost did, but the guy cummed first. The same paper says that a HUGE problem in post-rape psychiatry is guilt because the girl liked it and masturbates to the memory.
God knows I do.
It was in the Clinical Journal of Forensic Medicine
Like seeing the Nazis in "Downfall" as humans, people aren't always what you decide they have to be. Neither are experiences... particularly when it's someone else's experience.
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