Do you think I am mean and horrible in here?
NO OFFENSE TO ANYONE, and of course, sorry for any inconvenience and I hold no grudges even if (well, can't please everyone, but don't worry, I won't criticize and perform "defense attacks" here, I am as a nearly 38 year old white Russian/English male nowadays tend to be WAY beyond that, no matter who is genuinely guilty, and I do admit I was out of line sometimes) but am I like that at all? Hopefully not, but if I do or did come across that way, I do of course apologize.
And of course, I do agree with basics and sorry for the tantrums including also occasional broaching of difficult subjects in other areas whereas still seeing and recognizing general, you know, but I try not to be too mad and angry these days at all.
And folks, please don't say or think I treat everyone or even some folks here like "sh!t", its not true at all. Or state that I am wrong or deserve to be ridiculed if I complain others "bully me", it can be like this on rare occasion, but also keep in mind, besides two wrongs never equalling a right - THERE IS such as thing known as "EFFECTIVELY handling a SITUATION". And I never was into teasings when I even was a kid, I am much LESS into it now as an ADULT. And sorry if I also demonstrated examples of what I would call a "provocation phobia" - but don't worry, its not as awful, "insane" or anything as I under less than perfect circumstances MAY have made it out to be. And with the subject of you know who as you know who including from points of view of LAW generally, I ALSO agree and understand. But I had some in other cases moments of shy guy embarrassments, in other SLIGHT uncertainty, in others an overall desire for SATISFYING conclusions mixed with a semi-indulgent communication STYLE (easier that way on my conscience, and not to TELL others "what to do" EITHER) and SOME things I discovered often went against what I believed or thought was the actual case for DECADES - but then again, none of us FULLY know the world and humanity ANYWAYS, and INTERNET just makes it more visible in today's day and age than TV and newspapers did say 30 years ago, except for devoted folks but not just that but anyways...
And yes I am into films a LOT as well and I sometimes get TAKEN (not fully unlike that 2008 Liam Neeson flick, lol) by tropes and stuff featured in them. But I can see why others may NOT be and just speak of MATTERS in general not just from negative culprit attitude or one that's... oh well, but no unnecessarily bad defense from me either, even as a sensitive and an impressionable MAN (yes, folks, I AM male too).
But anyways, hope its now and for others alright and ALSO - with YEARS passing, even if it all remains online, I am sure it WON'T matter all that much. Time heals, as they say, oh well. Regards, Alex, The Man 18. :)