sometimes, I see things in life, but they are not there, then I look deeper, but not deep enough

As much as I consider "40 Days and 40 Nights" (2002) to be an average movie overall not worth more than 4 or at best 5/10 from me, probably the former anyways, and even Lehmann and many of its actors in that movie HAVE done better and even MUCH better job elsewhere. :)
15 days ago With regards to female offenders also at times getting away legally and if its a tragedy...

This was ALSO in reference to the fact that in the past, they were not even LEGALLY recognized to be this way and I sometimes also wondered if that ALONE is a tragedy and whatnot and how much, but having said that, of course its not my fantasy to be "you know what" even by "you know who" if they even happen to be attractive also (and does it really matter MUCH anyway including from a purely PERSONAL perspective?) but I also occasionally thought of such matters in ways beyond and if so be, outside law like those other examples too, except, I was actually also rather shy to ask and to imply something along the lines of such matters being even not that bad let alone worse to "enjoy" even if they happen in exactly that way, and even logic and science can prove that this is simply also not the case although I also occasionally wondered about it all in an intrigued and curious state of mind.

And I'm not against legal system and whatnot but sometimes I wanted to go beyond it and in some cases didn't want to imagine certain things here or there but then realized yeah that's the way to go as for one that's the system and that's how it all works in our life, I also was often outside such matters and their de-facto practical aspects hence I took approach to it all as a DISTANT OBSERVER.

And I was never too HAPPY in such matters nor too SAD, but then again, in films, I still took it all as FILM TROPES FIRST AND FOREMOST.

OK I will give it all a rest now but hope its alright and apologies for any inconvenience.

Also, I TRULY TRULY hope Anubis Raydeen is alright and that even if he was banned, it was NOT due to me, I know we've had some minor quibbling over some of my cinematic so called "reverse" threads and I did state a lot about how I honestly mean no offense, but honestly, I hold no grudges and I hope he is alright overall.

I've been banned here for YEARS too AND ELSEWHERE (loads of reasons, mostly me being an arguing brat) I am sure he will cope. All the best, same for Notorious Rio also.

And yeah I know I stated it and I know its weird, but I debated those "topics" more in the name of getting down with them for personal emotional reasons rather than finding out their real moral status or creeping out anyone intentionally, for me it was cathartic in a very weird social emotional sense even if for others mere burden taboo, but general gist I understand.

I hold no grudges despite potential disagreements and yeah I understand why some people MIGHT think this and tease as well but again I am alright and hope he is too. And I wasn't stressed over him or Rio or even "those subjects like that" alone - for me, it was an odd combination as well as a realisation that in this life, we will never have a respectable taboo, i.e. and all those film tropes won't solve ANYTHING overall, reality, as it is, and I understand, yeah, I know its weird to look not for BASIC ANSWERS but emotional comfort under the guise of however less than usual but still in their own way tough topics.

P.S. Next year even when I am around I promise to post very little and no more of anything even remotely resembling a provocation, then again, I plan to be busy at work and help to support my family.

Sounds like you need new glasses.