my father used to beat me up when i was a kid
very badly , he used his belt to beat me , it happened in the 80's , whenever i misbehaved even for the smallest thing he whipped me with his belt , no matter how i implored him but he wouldn't stop , my father died when he was 51 for liver failure , he used to drink a lot but oddly he never abused me when he was drunk , only when he was sober , i just want to say that when he died i was relieved because i wouldn't be abused again but at the same time i was sad because i loved mu father , i'm conflicted of what to think but if anyone had the same same experience , please share...
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