Are you chasing Amy?

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I was just rewatched the movie and it got me thinking about my "Amy" and realized im not nearly as over her as I thought I was. Hopefully I meet someone that can keep my mind off her but I highly doubt it. Chances are come the end of the month once I get back to school I'll be back chasing Amy all over again.

"Why was I born handsome instead of rich?" -Ralphie Cifaretto

Yeah. I'm not chasing anymore; it's more that I've run out of energy and collapsed from exhaustion... but I'll always be able to see her, just over the hill.






Born when she kissed me, died when she left me, lived whilst she loved me

I think I've lost women because of my own insecurities but I don't think I've ever freaked out because the woman was wild in high school. I even dated a lesbian that also ended up dating men, but that was while we were together. The weirdest thing was when I found out she had sex with her sister.

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I can't say I'm chasing Amy in the sense that I'm chasing one who I've loved and lost, because the only girl I've ever loved used me and left me a long time ago and I really no longer care about her. But I'm chasing Amy in the sense that I'm good friends with a girl who's a lesbian, and I just so happen to be nuts about this girl. We've flirted back and forth a bit and even talked about sleeping together once, but it was all only in fun really, just joking around. She's been with guys before so it's not like she's a complete lesbian, but it has been awhile since her last guy. Right now I'm like her closest friend with exception of her best friend, and she can tell that I'm definitely attracted to her. I really want to tell her how I feel, but her best friend is currently dying of cancer and I can't bring myself to drop that kind of a bombshell on her right now. I just want to be her friend because I know that's what she needs the most right now. Things being the way they are I don't know if I'll ever get the chance to tell her how I truly feel. It sucks too, because you can usually tell if you and another person would be good together in a relationship. And I can tell me and her would be good together.

Saw this movie again for the first time in about 10 years and it really got to me. Last time I saw it I hadnt experienced a real serious relationship with a girl, but since then I have f.... up the most beautiful thing I ever had just because I became insecure when my gf told me about her past sexual experiences. It was even me who brought it up.
I even moved in with her and got engaged.

I really felt for Holden since it was just like looking at myself and the mistakes I made. I felt for Alyssa also. She was just beeing honest about her past.

Well, guess it`s back to "chasing Amy".

Thanks for reading my "story".

Aimee. I have been chasing her for most of my life. I'll never catch her either.

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We belong to each other now. For better, for worse, like love - only real.

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