I would think that Marnie knows that the sound of the door closing is going to awaken Mark, who will follow her. When he rescues her and asks her why she didn't simply jump overboard, she says, in a surprisingly calm manner, "The idea was to kill myself~not feed the damn fish!" She does not strike out at him for saving her; she does not act angry that he did. In movies and in books, most people rescued from a suicide attempt respond with frustration that it did not work or anger at the rescuer. I think that Marnie knows that Mark will follow her and that, in the aftermath, with barriers broken down, she will begin opening up her life to him. Mark has seen her in extremely vulnerable states that no one else has witnessed, including the lightning storm. I believe Marnie, though resistant, truly wants Mark to help her.
Hmmm... Marnie calls him "Daddy dear", which could lead back to the idea that she was molested. She says her father left them, but did they leave him? Also, Marnie seems very familiar with psychoanalysis' terms and tests. I'm watching this right now, and Marnie is allowing herself to be held by Mark and begins tearfully begging, "Help me! Oh God! Somebody help me!"
I truly believe that Marnie understands that Mark wants to help her lead a life free of lies, deception, and compulsions. Every time she reveals something to him, he accepts it, never rejecting her, and their relationship continues to advance~in the right direction.
Maybe I'm rambling, but I've always understood and identified with this character in many ways.
~~MystMoonstruck~~
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