Towards the end he looks at Kevin and says he was the only man he's ever been with, and then said he's the only person he's ever been with. Does that mean no sexual contact male or female other than the one handjob he got from Kevin?
shareThat's how I interpreted it. After the thing with Kevin he found out he was not interested in women and after he went to prison he "toughened" himself and put on a macho facade. This made up persona had no room for relations with other men and since he was not interested in women...he never became intimate with anyone apart from Kevin.
shareI got the impression that he was kind of timid and not the type to make a first move with anyone and with his persona, perhaps other gay men didn't feel safe approaching him as he seemed like he might be a violent troublemaker.. it definitely shows not to judge a book by its cover!
shareYes, it seems like Kevin was really his first love. And why not, Kevin was his first friend, first sexual experience, and the only person who he could really confide in and trust. So when he got betrayed by him, i'm sure it hurt.
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