Getting scared as an adult...
I was a scaredy cat growing up. Even the theme song to The X Files would spook me.
Wasn't allowed to watch horror movies. Would always get nightmares. Even into my teen years, horror movies scared me.
But it's been a while. I think The Descent (2005) was the last horror movie that genuinely scared me.
I almost got hit by a motorcycle around Halloween last year, just made me mad, not scared.
But something happened last month. I was hospitalised with a stomach ulcers problem & it had been raining pretty heavily that night.
I was going to pee & when I got up, the sky flashed so brightly that my whole room lit up. I'm talking blinding light.
And oh yeah, there was thunder (which kept getting closer). But hey, I'm a grown ass man, thunder doesn't scare me. Went to go the toilet, power went out. Took a flashlight.
When I was done peeing, washed my hands & that's when I heard the loudest thundering bang I've ever heard in my entire life.
I'm not exaggerating when I say that it sounded like the explosion sound effects you hear in movies.
My legs turned to jelly. And (Probably) for the first time in my adult life, I wanted to call out for my mommy π. I heard that shit in my soul, man! Couldn't sleep, my heart was beating so damn fast. π
BTW, Sorry for the long ass post.