Even in our troubled and imperfect world, I still tend to find BEAUTY and FASCINATING stuff.

And in CINEMA even with or at least DESPITE their presence of, and at times even extreme, VIOLENCE and other taboo-related material of one variety or another, albeit, there ARE exceptions of course, and as a FILM FAN, I tend to be taken and absorbed by it all.

But that's mostly indeed just me except I suspect I am not the only one.

Even documentaries on stuff like Hitler and WW2 I can appreciate and even enjoy for their disturbing and aesthetic beauty, but of course I will never ever say anything in defense of Hitler among other related varieties.

Anyone else feel this way, and is it entirely natural and NORMAL, thank you.

P.S. Yes, I did have people complain and express frustration at the fact that I can even be at times simultaneously happy and worried and sad, but I think if you really give it a thought you would understand it, and its nothing too out of this world and not my "preference" either. I AM just a little bit too much of a SENSITIVE guy in general. And ever since childhood, never learned to be calm in the face of any pressure and failures and misfortunes, i.e. at school, with family, in modern times on the internet (and PLEASE forgive me THERE folks) etc. Heck, I even wanted to or felt at times like analysing not just existent problems but POTENTIAL ones as well. And I even was worried what folks MIGHT think of me following this or that. Ah, but then if no worries, I went about enjoying life like cars, infrastructure, my own room, TV and bed, FAVORITE FOOD among other things, oh well. HOW ABOUT YOU, cheers. :)