For Dewey (Yes, another one. Deal with it!)

I think I'm finally ready to write something (it won't be a good something, but it will be _a_ something...).

I think I've reached Depression, but I'm also a) always depressed and 2) I think I might be doing those grief steps out of order, so who knows when Acceptance might be arriving.

If I were Dewey I could write a post filled with the most witty, insightful and heartfelt words (even if I wouldn't be able to type them good. Our friend was many things, but a fine typist he wasn't). I could also pick the perfect songs to go with the mood of the occasion. If only he would come back to eulogise himself that would be most helpful. And then forget to go back. And then stay forever.

You all feel it. And you all felt _him_ and who he was. There isn't much more I could add. Dewey was the most wonderful, giving and selfless person I’ve known on and off line. I suppose he was also very "charming" and had a great sense of "humour" (sorry, Dewey, the jury's still out on that one, even now).

I'll miss derailing stupid troll posts with him and Dazed. I'll also miss getting "December, 1963" stuck in my head for days thanks to the chats Dewey and kspkap had. Oh, what the hell, let's do it one more time for old times sake!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDxhugRKZ8g

Most of all I'll miss talking with him. In fact, the list of things I'll miss is too long for even a "Bonkers getting lost in the replies" trail.

I'll wrap this up because I'm going back to Denial. I'll leave you with a video of the man himself. I know he wouldn't mind me sharing it with you guys.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QS1l1mSDSo

Dewey deserves all the "cheesy" posts that ever cheesed. He was my friend, and the finest lady that ever lived. I miss him very much.

PS: A last topping of cheese. (I can't help myself. I'm Bulgarian, cheese is our favourite food group)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJUhlRoBL8M