I think it's juiced up because it's fiction but I get it.
She's 15 and being buffeted around by some powerful forces. On one hand, she buys into the Gilead way of life hook, line, and sinker. She's probably been raised her whole life to believe what they teach and has seen that people who do prosper in life while those who don't are made to suffer for "not following God's plans". On the other hand, she's in an arranged marriage to a man and has been taught that men are lustful creatures and as a wife she has to submit. However, her husband has 0 lustful interest in her and in fact, pretty much ignores her. This leads to the third force in her life: she's 15. She's full of hormones and prone to crushes on good looking young men who pay attention to her.
Where Nick is 30ish and she thinks he's attractive, the young guard looks to be about 18ish and he pays the attention to her that Nick does not. He hardcore buys into the Gilead vision and I'm sure that's attractive to her as well.
She is terrified about the consequences, that's the reason she gets on her knees and begs for forgiveness. She's so conditioned that she's waiting for him to take a belt to her or otherwise abuse her. She's actually angry because he refuses to abuse her.
I'm excited to see how this plays out.
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