I thought that Jeff was a coward
then it occurred to me that maybe he wasn't as much as a coward as I thought he was. If I had to put myself in his shoes, or in the shoes of a prisoner in a minimum security jail like Clark County, would I have behaved any differently?
I am not the toughest woman that I know, far from it, but if someone were to hit me, I would try my damndest to hit them back. I am not the best fighter, actually I avoid physical confrontations, but no one will hit me with impunity. I would not allow myself to be bullied, but if I could avoid being bullied by making a bully my friend, I would try to accomplish that. Why fight if you don't have to?
That being said, I am not sure that I should fault Jeff for taking the easy way out. If paying a few dollars in commissary could bring me the comfort of a lower bunk, why not pay it? After all, is there another choice open to him? Challenge the person on the lower bunk to a fight? Would that be right? And ok, he gave Roby some of his commissary. It was only a few bucks worth, that's a pretty cheap price to pay for a potential protector. Is the gift of a food tray considered a sign of weakness? Or was he just being nice to a friend? If the former, then how come when Zac's friend gave him half his tray nobody thought his friend was weak. Befriending the a$$hole Martin who later wanted him to pay "protection dues" may not have been his best move, but the dude was popular and support from him may have kept Jeff from having to fight other more loathsome inmates. Again a small price to pay for peace of mind.
And who is to say that if Jeff had to fight an inmate that others wouldn't have jumped in? I could understand Jeff not wanting to take that chance.
Ricky's attack did come out of the blue. Maybe Jeff could have held his own or at least defended himself better against Ricky if he had an inkling of what was coming? He was sucker punched and Jeff seemed to react like he had difficulty believing what had just happened. Maybe Jeff wasn't used to unprovoked attacks? At the end of the day, though, was Jeff wrong to assume that Ricky could shank him in his sleep? That was not too far fetched a possibility, in my opinion. Was staying in the program worth that risk?