People who don't process emotions in the "normal" way come in many shapes and forms.
In my capacity as a teacher working with students with special needs, I've encountered quite a few students on the autism spectrum whose empathy did not operate in the typical fashion. Many times it has to do with not understanding that other people have emotions too, and that their emotions matter just as much as yours. Children with lower empathy can still feel frustration, anger, joy, surprise, and other emotions on their own behalf.
There's also a question of whether or not the emotions displayed by John have to do with empathy or if they are self-interested.
For example: John is fearful when he sees the murder, which can be explained as an instinctive emotion born of self-preservation. Is John's guilt when he hurts the woman because he is putting himself in her place and imagining her pain? Or is it because he worries he will be caught; because he is angry at himself for losing control; because his plan has hit a glitch? John's anger/hurt at the father can also be explained from a self-centered point of view: he feels that he should be loved and cared for by someone who shows him only the minimum of attention.
I believe that John has emotional issues, but being sociopathic (or even psychopathic) does not equate to being evil or a killer. When push comes to shove, I think that John discovers that he does have emotional connections: he is angry at the killing of his therapist; he defends his mother; he corrects the killer "It's HIM, not IT". I think that part of what has happened is that John has convinced himself that he's a sociopath.
In a way, it might be comforting for someone like John (few friends, distant father) to tell himself that he doesn't have feelings.
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