kelly rowland being alive is totally disingenuous
because lucious is triggered in real-time to his memories of kelly rowland about to shoot herself in the head, even goes into the studio and adds in some gun cock sound effects, is all sweaty and teary eyed and what not.
and we saw from earlier flashbacks him burying her bullets so we know it was something she did all the time. so why is THAT moment so triggering for him if nothing happened?
because this show went from edgy drama to cartoon soap opera!