He could very well have had a mental illness -- manic depressive, perhaps. Extremely creative people often do also suffer from depressive tendencies. Or he could have been bullied and/or have had a very difficult time adjusting to the weird social norms prevalent on every college campus. This part wasn't explained and left me wondering, but I didn't need it to enjoy/get a lot out of the story.
You must live to find love And you’ll try many times But your heart is still young And the true love you’ll find
You think for true love Your first love of life But the time will come When the feeling will pass
Act like a leaf on a windy day pass like the clouds after rain so brush away every tiny tear
your love will shine again no more cryin always think of tomorrow one day you’ll look back and be glad for the sorrow
oh so yes your life has just begun you’ll find yourself another man so brush away all those tiny tears
your love will shine again don’t cry don’t cry always think of morrow one day you’ll look back and be glad for the sorrow and gain strength from the sorrow if you don’t think of tomorrow
don’t think of tomorrow don’t think of yesterday the past is just an illusion the future is mass confusion now is all that’s real
you bring the past out but be in the present if you look at it now thru all of your confusion thru all your confusion you see an illusion the future is a dream the future is never what you may seem it’s a dream it doesn’t seem like it should seem to be rather than be seem to be rather than be
True Love Will Find You written by Charles Manson
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Actually, I'd shared your reaction, if this movie had been made before Elliott Rodger. Unfortunately, like life imitating art, both were in 2014. My guess would be a schizoaffective disorder with manic episodes. First, and foremost, I treat this movie as the father's coping with loss, and potential full reintegration into society. Therefore Josh is the motivator, not the focus of attention.
To the extent we can give him focus, it wasn't hidden, that he had serious issues. Mere seconds before Sam learns about the shooting, he calls his phone, visibly upset about being set up, and how that's not a nice thing to do, hinting that wasn't the first time Josh wasn't a social butterfly, to put it politely. But, here's the thing, there's no problem with being a recluse if you mind your own business. Josh wasn't a simple recluse, he both ignored the world, and was also punishing it, for not hitting it big, not being recognized the great artist he saw himself. We are meaning to see his creation through his father who changed lyrics to make his work more acceptable. He lacked the patience an empathy. We are also possibly meant to address the issue, how certain cultures view psychoactive drugs as a conspiracy tool, them causing the condition, not treating it, and how mental illnesses don't exist, just excuses for big pharma to bleed people dry, which leads many people to go cold turkey from their medication. Other similar topics addressed the responsibility of parents, yet the case of Rodger speaks volumes, they did try everything legally possible, before his murders, cops were called, he was in psychiatric care, yet he convinced them to go away as no danger was present (presumably he'd have killed his parents as well later). The guy he first killed complained about his noise level (like here in the movie), and only waited out the semester to move out. Not even his YouTube videos had raised any flags, despite in some of them he foreshadowed, what he will do.
Even worse, in some circles, like the one Christopher Mercer came from, he is revered as a saint.
Elliot Rodgers reasons were nothing more than violent entitled misogyny. He felt women owed him something and that's why he wanted to kill them. Josh on the other had shouldn't be compared to that.
Mental illness and artistic genius are not mutually exclusive. In fact, they often go together. My take is it was suicide by cop. People that don't have the nerve to pull the trigger on themselves do this.
I feel about the same way you did, I didn't like that Josh was the killer, I thought the story just "jumped" to another level or chapter and gave you no explanation of why. Made no sense, then, does not explain anything, which I think is a huge story within itself. So I feel this movie never had closure for me, which I hate because I feel now, the movie never really ended. Anyway, that is my take, and I get he could have been manic/depress, and etc., but that is just a guess, the story NEVER indicates this.
I think that was the point. Perhaps the most significant one of the film. That sometimes very bad or very sick (or both) people can still have created beauty, or even some goodness, in their lives. It's the contradiction, one might even say the paradox at the very heart of the film. Everything and everyone (including extreme instances like Josh must have been) is not just black or white, but more over, sometimes things and people *can* be black (even very black) AND white, at least to some extent.
Oh and yeah, I wondered early in the film if Josh could have been the shooter. I think primarily based on how the media was perusing Sam early on the film, and particularly something about one scene when one of the reporters said "Here he comes".