This is fundamental to the plot.
And is an excellent inversion of the Bourne origin story.
Bourne couldn't remember who he was, and was driven to find out.
In contrast #5 (Renner) remembered exactly who he was, and is now intelligent enough to never want to go back there, as he says when explaining ti ti Weisz - "It's a hell of a long way to fall".
But he also explains that they were warned graphically of the consequences of withdrawal of their meds during the program training, this was never fully articulated for viewers but it was clearly not as simple as "you'll just go back to how you were", it was clearly sufficiently disturbing to establish a complete psychological dependence on the medications and a fundamental fear of the prospect of withdrawal such that it was considered unthinkable.
And finally, do you remember the bit where he was joining the dots about being seriously "when I nearly died" ill when viralling off the physical meds the previous year... remember, he could have died...
It's all covered in the movie.
Maybe the OP was taking a bathroom break and missed these scenes...
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