(Spoilers) After he hears about his brother...
I rented this movie a while ago, and I remember Joaquin Phoenix's character, after the phone call telling him about his brother having been shot, throws up. I even remember he said in some interview that he drunk milk to manage to throw up. But now I watched it again on HBO and there wasn't any throwing up after the phone call. Anyone knows why that could be...?. Maybe there's two versions...???.
"The Love you take is equal to the Love you make" The Beatles.