I must add though that I never saw any signs of molestation. The pics were not nude, the girls kept going for 30 or more sets and they seemed to have a good time. There are clips that werent published on the candydoll site but leaked through social media of the girls hanging out together. Many of the models are found on social media by now including Valensiya. They all turned out to be normal teenagers and far as I can tell, their modeling didn't mess them up.
Here's Valensiya's "pixgram".
https://pixgram.co/veronikaa__20/
Veronika Serebryakova is her real name.
She's looking good and she does what every teenager does. Dumping a ton of selfies on insta and other grams.
It's nice to see her again.
I suppose it would be very bad business for them if they were molesting their child models, that's generally not something I'd consider too likely, but sexualizing the kids with PVC outfits sends the wrong message and it should be stopped. It also makes me wonder if too much emphasis is placed on a child's appearance as she's growing up, she might end up being shallow and obsessed with her looks, since she spent a large portion of her childhood in make-up and being told to wear different outfits, pose and look pretty for the camera.
And thats what I don't get. Why would any parent force her or his daughter in a role of a lust object, a sexy or as they prefer to put it "sassy" girl shaking her "booty" to the judges and the audience at a dance competition. Some routines are, while technically mindblowing, simply way over the top for a preteen. Kaycee Rice is such a girl. She has incredible energy and nails every move, but her routines are so.. too much!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82WwqXyyWXg
This would fit a Nicki Minaj, not a ten year old!
Yeah, that's undoubtedly overboard, it's borderline comical at times - when I see stuff like that, it's almost as amusing as seeing an adult running around in a diaper, it just looks bizarre. At least until I remember what this says about our society, at which point it's no longer funny. As for why parents would force or encourage their daughters to do this, I think I have a pretty good idea - it's living vicariously through their children. Basically most of the parents are overweight soccer mom types with faded youth and faded looks, and they want to recapture that glory so they try to do it via their kids. Or they're women who were never pretty and want to experience it through the eyes of their daughters by dressing them up to look older way before their time. It's sad really, these parents are often extremely self-absorbed individuals.
If you wanna find out what type of routine I like instead of that overly sexualized frank arrogant routine, look up Chandelier - Sia, with Dance Moms Maddie Ziegler dancing a stunning beautiful choreography.
I looked it up briefly and just saw the poor kid with her hair tied up in a bun so tight it looks like it's about to rip her scalp off. That's unnecessary.
Correction: I have a thing for females in one piece swimsuits. I have a folder with photos of adult women in one pieces and I have downloaded quite some adult porn with that as a theme. (believe it or not, but especially in Japan they have it as a sub-category. One-piece swimsuits.. :p) And of course we shouldn't stop children from wearing swimsuits. You are trying to make a point about banning something I find attractive so I won't look anymore? Whether a girl is in a bikini or an eskimo outfit, I'll look. Thats not the problem. The problem is the hypocricy in parents hating on pedophiles but at the same time sexualizing their own kids. That sends a very confusing message into the world for both the children and the pedophiles.
It is a confusing message, I agree, but these parents usually don't care about anything or anyone except themselves and simply rant and rave about paedophiles because it's something to get on a soapbox about rather than because they actually have a legitimate concern. You'll find that in society there are two types of people: those who complain for justifiable reasons, and those who complain because they enjoy complaining, parents who sexualize their kids tend to fall into the latter category. They're affectionately referred to as the "soccer mom brigade" in the US, from what I've heard. They'll whine over just about anything, from violent video games to religious bollocks, as long as it means they get to open their mouths. Usually while being too dumb to see what's actually going on with their children, because their heads are too far lodged up their own asses.
I dislike the gore and other crap on 4chan just as much. I barely ever visit the place. But I don't think it's right to associate 4chan with gore and child porn.
Not entirely, I know it has more to offer than that, but those are the experiences that stand out due to their shocking nature and of course 4chan's reputation is less than stellar, to put it mildly. That's without even mentioning the online terrorist groups, which seem to have a mixed response.
Stay away from the /b/ (random) board and give /s/ a try.
If you are into videogames, the /V/ board is nice. Truth be told, the combined knowledge of so many people does impress. You can ask any question, 99% chance someone out there will be able to answer. Same goes for identifying some porn star. Just post a picture in the right section and there'll be someone who knows who it is. For those things 4chan is handy.
I think reddit is better personally, I visit there occasionally for video game related news or humour. Although someone did link to a subreddit once called "watchpeopledie" which had some extremely disturbing videos, but I take full responsibility for that since I didn't have to follow the link - morbid curiosity got the better of me. It's not like 4chan where you scroll down and see a giant image you can't unsee, reddit generally gives you a bit more warning. They also have a subreddit called "eyebleach" that actually helps people get over the sick stuff they've seen on the internet with adorable photos and videos of puppies and cute animals and other cute stuff. Pretty much guaranteed to send you away with a smile. I think 4chan could've done with something like that, back in the day.
Now turns out this is a very rare photo of princess Ameera bint Aidan bin Nayef Al-Taweel Al-Otaibi. *catches breath* A Saudi Arabian princess! Amira was just the way the Dutch press decided to spell her name. PS; she STILL is very beautiful!
So, I was attracted but I didn't masturbate to her! That was done with adult porn stars and Pamela Anderson in Baywatch. There are the one-piece swimsuits again. Perhaps Baywatch is to blame for my swimsuit and high leg cut fixation.
How old was Princess Ameera blah blah?
I miss the relative worry-less life. Just go to school, go home, make your homework and play! Laying outside staring up at the sky and wondering if the blue in the sky is the reflection of the ocean. Grabbing a shovel and digging in a corner of the backyard, thinking I was gonna reach China or Australia. And at 30 cm deep, I would hold my ear down and could swear I heard Kangaroos jump! Almost there, just a lil more! I miss the imagination I had playing with action figures. I kept doing that to a very late age actually. With shame I confess I must have been 13-14 when I finally quit playing with action figures from TMNT and Action Man. I even went to see the Power Rangers live and I was 13! I was like the oldest and tallest kid around there.
I actually stopped playing with action figures later than usual too, my family were on my back about it a lot and I didn't understand why at the time. I remember I threw out nearly all my toys (which were mostly cheapy things because we couldn't afford much, but they were all valuable to me), yet I kept the three best ones which were also the three most expensive - two action men, and one large figure of the T-800 from T2 since I was a huge Terminator fan. I would draw cuts and bruises on the action men because it never seemed realistic to me that I made them fight and they never got injured, but because I wanted to constantly change the placement of the blood, I would wet my finger and rub the ink off and start again. Eventually this resulted in the action men's faces turning smudged red and black, which looked kind of freakish - like a Darth Maul impersonator in a scuba outfit.
I was a big Ninja Turtles fan as well, there's a photo of me somewhere as a child at a friend's party with a turtles t-shirt on, playing that game where you try to eat an apple hanging by a string. I only ever saw the cartoon episodes on VHS, I don't even know if they were on TV in my country, and they were renamed Teenage Mutant Hero Turtles due to some copyright bollocks I think. I saw the Ninja Turtles live at a place called Butlins - a local affordable holiday resort, they danced alongside these guys called the Whiz Kids, who were dressed in the most 90's getup you could possibly imagine. Bumbags, caps on backwards, tie-dyed t-shirts, the whole shebang. It was goofy and ridiculous, but when you're a kid you don't care, I thought it was awesome.
I miss sitting in school and cozy Friday afternoons. When we were in the class learning about history or religion and the teacher read stories from a book while the raindrops made their typical sound against the windows.
Yeah, I remember those moments, especially with the milk which got passed around, although ours was in bottles rather than cartons like it is in places like the US. Ever see Kindergarten Cop? They captured that atmosphere beautifully with the scene where Arnie's reading the quiet story to the kids, brought me right back to my childhood.
I miss how everything seemed bigger when I was a kid. Isn't that a weird thing?? Ever returned to your toddler/elementary school as an adult? The space seemed so much bigger when you were a short lil kid with short legs and small feet.
Yeah, although I was a tall kid for my age, everything did seem bigger back then. I returned to my infant school when I was an adult, and it looks depressing and unforgiving now, nothing like it used to. When I went there it was open out and somewhat beautiful even though it was a relatively average school, they had a memorial garden for a friend of mine's younger brother who'd died of some illness and it always looked pleasant and inviting. These days it's gone, the school is surrounded by tall, menacing bars, and the yard is mostly bare. I guess some incident must've happened that led them to increase security, and the place suffered aesthetically, it might still be a great place to go for all I know, but it certainly doesn't look as nice as it once did.
My secondary school (puberty school, basically) looks a lot better today though. Amusingly, they got a £500,000 grant literally the week after I left and the whole school was revamped to look posh and modern. Hardly the most responsible of schools, they pretty much made anyone a prefect regardless of good behaviour - it could've been worse, and there were worse schools, but I hated that place.
I think back on that Sunday afternoon when it was raining like mad and I was bored. I stayed inside of course and turned on the TV because what else could you do back in the late 80s, early 90s in suct a situation?
In such a situation I would've ran outside and stood in the rain, for some reason as a kid I absolutely loved the rain. I mean I still do, but I was mad about it as a child, if possible I would deliberately go outside whenever it rained (much to the chagrin of my family) and just stand there and catch the rain on my tongue or run/dance around like a maniac, go for a walk around the block, that sort of thing. I don't know what it was, but it carried over into adulthood, sometimes I still go for walks whenever it rains. Kissing in the rain is something special too, if you ever experience that you'll know what I'm talking about. It's perhaps the one thing chick flicks don't exaggerate - kissing in the rain does feel somewhat magical. I'm not even sure why, it just falls into that category of strange emotions we don't entirely know the source of.
They played "The Land Before Time". I was so drawn into it, I cried! Then I felt so sad on an already rainy grey sad day. LOL! I was and still am so easily affected by sad things on TV. It's like I'm .. empathic super sensitive? I don't know if that is the correct way to say it but you get my point I hope.
The Land Before Time was a favourite of mine too, we used to watch that as a family in the living room and we'd always get upset at the part where Littlefoot's mother dies. Then we'd get an elated feeling at the end when they finally come across the Great Valley, and start singing along with Diana Ross during the credits. I think everyone was moved by that film, you're not alone there.
The plan is to deny, come up with excuses and wait till it fades as time passes by. He does feel bad for living that double life and sort of betraying her. He thinks about saying goodbye to all this stuff now.
I would strongly advise doing that if I were him, it's only got one outcome really if he continues to carry on the life, now that she suspects she's even more likely to find out sooner or later if he keeps it up.
Every kilo I lose gives me more motivation to carry on. Too bad it goes so slow. Some weeks I keep hanging on the same weight. And I really need to make an effort to lose some because as soon as I let myself go a little with some fries or a bag of chips, I'm sporting for nothing as the calories going in outweigh the calories burnt. It's a work in progress and it'll always be one I'm afraid because even when I reach a good weight, I'll always have to be careful with what I eat and maintain the sporting schedule to burn calories. Else I'll end up like many who lost weight. Gaining it again, or twice!
Yeah, I know what you mean about that, I'm not one of the lucky ones who have fast metabolisms and can eat anything they like without gaining weight - sadly I gain weight very quickly so I have to watch everything I eat as well and keep up my workout routine, otherwise I'll start getting flabby and I've been through that a few times. What sort of exercises are you doing? I'd recommend using this opportunity to start lifting weights too, makes you feel stronger which boosts self esteem further. It's great when you can't lift a certain weight, but then a couple of weeks later after more practice, you find that you
can lift it, the measurable increase in strength feels extremely productive. Put some earphones in, blast Hearts on Fire or another Survivor song, and get pumped up, it's a rush. Plenty of excellent and cheap equipment out there as well, I wish I'd had a father to teach me this earlier so I could've started lifting younger, women tend to respond positively to strong looking arms as well, that's a plus.
No. I saw her on a dance stage in town where dance schools were showing off their skills and promoting their business. With social media and a few names such as a dance school name, it's peanuts to find anyone if they have a profile. Her face, her smile, her eyes, her hair. I can't forget her. And none of these feelings have bad intentions. I'm just .. cursed! It's a curse, yes. I'll agree with that.
If you know you're probably gonna go through this every time, why look these girls up? Isn't it like a moth to a flame?
I heard it ring! I was like "omfg turn off you stupid thing!!!" and then suddenly "hello?" 0.0 OMG SHE PICKED UP!!!
I couldn't bare saying "hi, its me :D" Instead after failing to find the power button to activate lockscreen and unlock and all, I removed the battery! HAHA!
Man. What a clown I was. Couldn't just say hi to the girl.. ON THE PHONE!!!
Hopefully this gives you an idea of how bad it is with me and the ladies.
That's not too bad actually, you were completely unprepared, she was important to you and you accidentally rang her out of the blue after years, it's understandable to be thrown off. If you'd been more prepared, could you have said hello to her if she'd called you?
Admit, you didn't wash your cheek for days!
I just remember being totally in shock, I'd never been slapped by a girl before, least of all that hard. My cheek was bright red and hot, and I just kind of trudged away feeling sorry for myself. Then when it wore off, I kind of wanted to do it again just to see if she'd slap me again, but I exercised a bit of restraint.
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From the personal photos these girls post on social media during and after their "career" as a model, I get the impression they are just teenagers and adults like everyone else. One of the most iconic models, sorry to put it like that but she was the most famous model of all for many years in this hidden world of "childmodels", turned out just fine. She married a guy, has a child herself already at the age of 20 (bit young in my opinion but she seems like a happy and loving mom).
To be fair though, we can't judge people's personal lives from their Facebook photos, those are usually examples of the happiest times rather than the saddest times. I've had friends whose Facebook is littered with countless vacation photos and smiling faces and seemingly idyllic images, but I know them and I know they're suffering from depression or drinking problems, or family/marriage problems, financial problems and so forth. Facebook isn't really an accurate representation of a person's life, it's usually what that person wants people to
think their life is like. We're never in the mood to snap photos of ourselves when we're upset or having issues, after all.
I don't know what clip you saw, but thats not the one.
I'm talking about the official music video to Sia's Chandelier.
Maddie is wearing a white wig.
-> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vjPBrBU-TM
Sia's songs are often very personal to her, digging deep in her own emotions and experiences.
I can see why it's emotional, although at her age I'm sure she has limited experiences to choose from. Bizarre dance moves, it looks like she can't decide whether she wants to be graceful or throw a tantrum and yell for ice cream.
There's a more recent single released by Sia, "Elastic Heart".
https://youtu.be/KWZGAExj-es
The Chandelier clip received both good and bad criticism.
The bad comments were about Maddie wearing a skin colored leotard, "appearing nude". To call it nude is a bit silly. For a setting like that and such a routine, she wouldn't look good in a colorful outfit.
But this second video got some serious hate because Maddie dances with Shia LaBeouf. He's wearing underpants and they dance inside a cage. And of course, people are gonna see twisted crap in this routine. A shame actually because it is true art and also here there is a story behind this whole video. It's about the relation Sia had with her father. A man who struggled with his own demons and could be a loving kind man one moment and an angry agressive man the next.
The way I interpret the video is that Sia is trapped together with her father.
But she manages to escape, to break out of their prison. She wants to pull her father with her into freedom, but he can't. Or rather, he doesn't dare to escape. A very strong performance by Shia there at the end when he doesn't wanna let go of her while she is already outside of the cage.
Anyway, sorry. I get carried away. :X
That's a strangely appropriate video for Shia LaBeouf to be in. Recently it seems he's all about weird artsy material, I think he believes it makes him seem "deep" and "edgy". Having said that, I can definitely see why it provoked that sort of reaction - it looks odd to see a half naked grown man chasing a little girl in a skin coloured leotard around inside a cage and staring longingly at her body. I suppose you could say it was "necessary" for them to be wearing very little in order to symbolize vulnerability and degradation or something to that effect, but they can't have been surprised that the public was a bit creeped out by it, regardless of the story and motivation behind the video.
Never thought I'd say this but I feel sad for you. Back when I was a child, our finances were pretty good. I got lots of toys, I guess my mother and grandmother did their best to get me toys I wanted as a way to make up for the lack of friends in my life. On Birthdays, I was always alone. Nobody would come over to my party. Heck, I didn't even had a party.
Boo-hoo, poor me. I never had a party either actually, I went to lots of other people's parties but never had my own. Even after our financial situation improved and eventually as an adult, I've still never had my own birthday party. I made it clear I don't like surprise parties either, so no one ever threw me one and I like it that way - being the center of attention isn't really my thing, and I don't like being reminded that I'm one year older. In fact, I've never even had my own birthday cake, just presents. First world problems I suppose, here I am saying I've never had a party or a cake and there's starving kids in poverty stricken countries who've never had a proper meal, let alone a birthday cake.
Lol, I never went that far. I did repaint all my matchbox cars once.
Haha, you had the scuba diving action man? With black and yellow outfit and a harpoon and all? That was my second Action Man. My first was the red ninja. Action maaan the greatest hero of them all! Those were really good toys. So big, durable and flexible limbs.
Yep, the scuba diving one, don't think I had the harpoon though. We got most of my toys from jumble sales, I remember there was a great jumble sale we used to go to every fortnight or so that was in this huge gym room filled with stalls where people sold all sorts of really cheap toys. Even though most of them were so crappy they broke within the week, I loved it.
From Terminator I had that weird toy set where you had a skeleton on a stand with a plastic case around it. You had to put some sort of powder in a tube and mix it with water. Then pump the whole thing into the plastic case, wait a few minutes and then open the case to find a human looking Arnie miniature with "real flesh". As if this wasn't weird enough, the obscurity doesn't stop there because there was also a plastic knife that came along with the box so you could cut away parts of the flesh and slowly but surely reveal the skeleton.
I think I had a friend who had that one, this is the one I had:
http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/THE-TERMINATOR-Arnold-Schwarzenegger-Lights-Sounds-Figure-13-Kenner-/381269203133 As an adult I saw these gorgeous hand painted collector's item toys of the T-1000 and the T-800 from T2 years later on eBay, designed meticulously by a really talented company called Hot Toys (they also design a whole host of other movie themed toys like Robocop and the like) - as a kid I would've probably drooled over them endlessly. I'm definitely not a collector but hell, even now admittedly if they weren't so damned expensive I'd get one just to stare at and admire the beauty of the work. Here's a couple:
http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/TERMINATOR-T2-T800-DX13-DX-13-BATTLE-DAMAGED-VER-HOTTOYS-FIGURE-PA-AQ3987a-/191591770787?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_3&hash=item2c9bc26aa3 http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Hot-Toys-12-ROBOCOP-MMS202D04-DIECAST-with-Sound-Effect-1-6-Action-Figure-EMS-/351402153067?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_3&hash=item51d133546b I saw the movie but don't remember anything from it anymore. Maybe I should watch again.
You should check it out, it has a tendency to evoke childhood memories and it has a certain charm about it. Plus it's Arnold, can't really go wrong there.
I focus on burning calories now. Thats my main thing. I could build a great body, no doubt. I have a good frame for that with a wide chest and shoulders, but then I'd have to go to a gym and I'm not into walking around between super buffed guys showing off with their body.
You could always get some cheap home equipment, that's how I started.
No, I'll just keep on burning calories, eating less fat food, drinking sugar free diet soda and water only in combination with a daily session on the mountainbike/hometrainer every day. Speaking of this. Do you know something about burning calories and how to get the best result? I read that an ideal heartrate for burning calories isn't too low, but certainly not too high either. Around 120 is ideal I read.
The problem I have is my beta-blockers. I take medication for high blood pressure. The beta-blockers block signals in the brain to give my heart some rest. The result is my heartrate is seriously limited. When I'm on the PC or laying in bed, it is between 45 and 55 beats per minute.
When I exercise on the home trainer and push 150watt worth of resistance with the 20kg heavy magnetic flywheel, so thats medium exercise, not going mental yet but a work out that I can keep up for half an hour at least, my heart rate never goes higher than 112. Even when I raise the resistance to 75% which is damn hard to push through, my heartrate simply wont go up.
If you're on medication, your best bet is to consult a doctor about it and they'll either tell you what to do, or refer you to someone who knows what to tell you. They also might lower the dosage of your meds so you can increase your heart rate.
I know, but it's curiosity. And it's not like I experience this every month or even every year. It's rare I develop feelings for a girl I saw in real life.
Why is it rare?
Could, yea. It's not like I'm unable to pronounce words to a girl. But there's that low self esteem that is in the way. The way I see myself is so bad, I apply that view on everyone. I see myself as an ugly stupid dork. So everyone else must see me that way as well.
Some people might share that view, others may not, depends entirely on the person. When they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder, for the most part they're pretty much on the money. Ultimately though women are attracted to confidence and if you see yourself that way, they'll probably start to see you that way too even if they don't at first, because self loathing isn't attractive. Nobody's saying you have to exude confidence and walk around like you own the place or anything, I think women prefer quiet confidence more than anything, just being sure of yourself and comfortable in your own skin. Don't need to be gloriously happy with how you look or anything, just accepting that this is who you are, and people can take it or leave it.
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