Well I always thought that he did like Tanya from afar and was interested in more than just feeding on her lifeforce. I think for the most part he was actually attracted to her innocence and the fact she was a good person. To me, he saw something unique about Tanya that just made her different from everyone else. The thing was, due to the fact he was a Sleepwalker he realized that his options were very limited as to the life they could have together so his attraction in light of his situation manifested in obsessive behavior like cutting her initial into his arm and drawing a heart around the yearbook photo. Then at the graveyard, for a moment I think he considered not attempting to do the deed and possibly living a double life when he said, "I don't want to hurt you." But I think the moment that Tanya actually consented to taking it further than just kissing something in his mind clicked and he went from seeing her as a paragon of virtue that he was attracted to just another virgin whose lifeforce he needed to feed on. Perhaps if she would have been hesitant to consent, events might have gone down differently and that response might not have been triggered.
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