Very accurate

As someone who can relate to this story I can assure everyone it’s very accurate. I was abused as a child by a family friend and other men/teen boys for years. I didn’t remember many details till I moved out of state in my early teens.

Like in the movie I’d get pictures in my mind that really confused me. I thought I was going crazy. I did my best to push them away until I couldn’t. As stated in the movie I could also feel the pain I felt as a child. My therapist later called it “body memory pain”. The pain was so bad after therapy sessions I couldn’t walk for about 15-20 minutes. I’d have to sit in the waiting room till it ended. I’ve watched many movies on abuse and this is one of the few I’ve seen mention memory pain. It’s very real! I remember crying in sessions asking why I hurt so bad. Basically child rape hurts like #%*%. No wonder some block it out.

I’m thankful this woman was able to see justice. Unfortunately I was told it was too late for me as too much time passed. But if any of the video taken of the abuse I went through has me identified something could be done. It’s disgusting to think it’s out there but that’s what happens with child abusers who make videos and trade them. Unfortunately way too many survivors like myself will never see justice done. Those who “accidentally” come across child porn delete it instead of turning it in. They don’t know there are detectives out there looking to identify the kids in the video. Sorry for rambling but I like to remind people of this stuff when ever I mention what I went through.