Without taking the deleted scene into account, I always thought that she was sort of looking with sadness at where we are all headed, which is death. Also, many people fear growing older and losing their usefulness as much or more than dying. I think she saw the old ladies and was just sad at the sometimes cruel nature of life and death. Keep in mind, she was at her absolute lowest at that point in the film. She starts to put lipstick on after looking at the women, but then just says screw it, which I always thought was kind of her way of saying who cares about those petty little things anymore? Who cares what my lips look like? My life is in shambles and all I have to look forward to is death (and maybe old age and uselessness before that). I always thought her arc was learning that a short life worth living is better than a long one that is pointless. That is why she accepts death in the end. She learned that it was better to die with her best friend than to go back home, go to jail, and in the very best case, get out of jail at an old age and probably live and die alone.
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