Why are so many people disturbed by this?
I rarely find a list of disturbing films without finding Begotten near the top. It has been called by many "the most disturbing movie of our time" and "horror in its purest form".
I made it through Begotten one time and I recall that the first ten minutes felt like hours. I like to think that I have a reasonably good intellect and that I don't need my horror spoon-fed to me, but Begotten is something else entirely. I have read countless interpretations of the film, dealing with the religious imagery, sexual imagery, life, death, rebirth, etc. on and on and on. What is it that people find disturbing, exactly? It's weird, yes...but upsetting? How?
All I could make of this film was a pretentious failure at art. Is it disturbing? No. It is bizarre? Yes. Is it grotesque? Maybe a little, depending on your definition of the word.
For me, it was a complete waste of the time and effort I spent trying to make heads or tales of it. I can't say that I wouldn't recommend it to anyone because so many others have seen it and were deeply moved. However, I wouldn't advise anyone with a mind similar to mine to waste their time watching it. A total miss.