Just plain surreal....
Ican't begin to imagine the atmosphere as the suicides/murders were actually taking place.
When I was in the Marine Corps I saw a helicopter crash while training, and the emotions and feelings I felt is something I'll always remember.
It all happened so fast, it was like time was trying to catch up with itself or something.
But the suicides/murders went on for what seemed like hours.
Just thinking about all those people dying one after the other creates an overwhelming emotion I can't seem to think of a name for.