"Thats the basis of all your troubles Stella, staying away from there".
If only this was the answer to her real life troubles. I too read of her tragic life and death just before watching this movie. I was haunted by it (no pun) throughout the movie. She seemed so poised, confident and she was actually pretty good in her role considering she was only 20 years old at the time. I couldn't help wonder (out loud even) "What could have hurt you so much to make you so insecure ? Looks, talent and a career just about handed to her that many others would kill for.
"Nervous breakdown' ?? Theres no such thing. It was a 'catch all' term used whenever someone was committed/admitted to a psych. hospital back in the day.
Amazing that this happened soon after she played a character who was brought to a 'mental hospital', questioned as if she were 'crazy', having delusions of persecution and a 'death wish'. The movie production ends and she finds herself in the exact situation. I wonder if she didn't suffer from some form of schizophrenia (paranoid ?) ....pure speculation but by the sounds of some of her symptoms, which apparently became acute when 'under the lights'/attention focused on her, they could be indicative of paranoid personality or more involved than just a 'disorder'. 'Stage freight' is another 'catch all'. Of course it means that one is uncomfortable performing in front of others but the underlying reasons vary. Drinking ? usually self medicating when drinking to the point that it interferes with your work and relationships. On the other hand, if she was drinking heavily at this young an age of course this could have exacerbated her stage fright and contributed to her frail mental state.
And stage fright, however severe, I doubt results in one having a 'nervous breakdown' AFTER a movie has been completed. To go from playing a 'mental patient' to getting the Dx of having a mental breakdown had to be devastating in itself as worry about the 'gossip pages' (at there height at that time),
neg. press in general and the stigma of 'mental problems' itself compounded by the role she had just played...my G_D, imagine dealing with that at 20/21 back in the 40s ? Not that the 'stigma' has lessened much since then...
Who knows. Just a little speculation 'cause I need an 'answer' to the riddle that was she. Having just watched her for over an hour, its so hard to figure how this lovely young lady could have been so troubled ! RIP GR.And for what its worth, I thought you were marvelous !!
(that an a buck might get ya a cup of joe).
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