Why am I so attracted to him?
It does not make sense on so many levels. Especially evolutionarily!
I'm gay, that already puts me out varying the gene pool, but he's also quite up there in years, and that is also very frowned upon in Darwin's world.
To top it off, I'm sixteen. Shouldn't I be more attracted to people my own age group?
But I can't help it. Mature men with facial hair... crazy. People are weird. Myself included.
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Don't Panic.